This Time, it truly is a whole new year. New people, new attitudes, new everything!! And finally i feel new! I don't know if it's a good thing, but I know I feel different. I know i still have some mending to do...But i know i am better off where I am now! I feel that my life has been fixed and readjusted. I have sewn into the seams of myself a thousand of my old and wasted dreams. I am only sad that they are wasted and i am so young. I know that I'm a young and yet my dreaming is a way that makes my life grow and to set the goals i want to determine a future that needs to be drawn. And as I sit and feel the smooth keys beneath my fingers i know that my dreams are within reach and the more I place myself to reach them the more they will come in two-fold. I need to push myself more this year! I have been able to change my feelings about many people and I have found the ends and means to being happy that I never thought I could find. it makes me so glad to finally say that I am becoming happy again! it took me so long to share the pieces of me that hurt me and found solace within another person. I feel that the pieces of me that are still missing shall never be returned and for the better because the longer they are not in me the longer they can not hurt me! It is a blessing that I wont be hurt by the pieces of those who do not deserve me and I am finally coming to terms with the pieces I gave away were the shedding of the worse of myself and that I am ok with leaving those pieces of me in the past .I can't dig up my self and the darkness any more i need to move on. And for once i want to.
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